despite all my sadness tonight
tomorrow
i get one step closer to my dream job!
lions and tigers and bears oh my!
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There was a dream and one day I could see ithttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t43VgJ4U9_Q
Like a bird in a cage I broke in and demanded that somebody free it
And there was a kid with a head full of doubt
So I’ll scream til I die and the last of those bad thoughts are finally out
it has been far too long since i wrote anything down or stopped to think, my brain has been everywhere since i left college.
i have been inundated with nothing but love, love, love since he has been at my house for the past two weeks, but now its all gone. i have the most amazing man who brought me to tears last night as i watched him sleep because the thought of being away from him for 77 days and 77 nights made me unable to sleep until the wee hours of the morning. my tears pooled on my nose and then they made their way to his nose and the sleeping boy just brushed them away with a smooth motion of his hand, without waking. at that moment i realized i had never loved anyone as fully or wonderfully as i love him. he is my best friend. he fills my darkness with goodness, sweet and true and ancient. i have never felt so whole, so complete, and i am the luckiest person in the world just to reciprocate that ancient love with another decent human being. and now you’re back in new york and i’m headed off to texas tomorrow, and the only thing i have left of you being here is your smell on my sheets and the bottles of wine we drank together. i can’t imagine moving anything because that would mean the physical reminders of your presence would be gone, and it would be like you weren’t even here.
i want to marry you, some day.
